I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m going to be sick forever. Thus, these few lucid moments must be used wisely, for in the end I will die and Inaria will be all I leave behind to support my destitute family.

Or I’m just going to give this ONE BIG SNEEZE and cover the wall in front of me in a big black splotch of disease and disgust and then instantly feel better!

I haven’t decided yet.